How BIG is Jesus?

I'm going to say something crazy. I think my Jesus is way too small.
WHAT??
Offensive statement, I know, but hear me out. I'm not talking about the real Jesus when I say he's too small, just the inadequate image of him that I'm acting as if exists.
Let's start with the facts. I know from John chapter one that Jesus ("the Word") was present from the beginning of time and was the creative force behind the Universe. "...without him was not anything made that was made. (1:3)
Consider something we know about the Universe. Thirty-two million light-years away is another galaxy (one of billions) that is perched at a beautiful 90 degrees to our own, giving us an awesome view of the "swirl" and thus our scientists call it "the perfect spiral galaxy."
Light travels at 186,000 miles a second. Take a breath and pause for two seconds. Light just traveled 372,000 miles, a distance equal to traveling around the earth 15 times at the equator. Wow. Now figure going that fast for not two seconds, two years or two thousand years or even two million years, but travel at light-speed for 32 million years and you'll finally arrive at the Perfect Spiral galaxy. I can't begin to wrap my small brain around such distance.
Yet Jesus spoke and stars and galaxies like the Perfect Spiral Galaxy just appeared!
I'm getting ready to make yet another transition from Africa to the US for furlough. Dare I get anxious over not knowing the future? What do my anxious thoughts speak to others about my concept of Jesus?
Is he smart enough, big enough to create and run the Universe? Or too small to handle my worries?
What if I feel guilty about some past sin? What does that say about my concept of Jesus?
Is he big?
Or have I underestimated him yet again?
Who is Jesus to you?
Cute little Baby in a manger?
Or Lord of the Universe, the one who spoke and stars appeared?